not alright

i can't make it better than yesterday,,
too many confusing things around me,,
what should i do now??
tell me what should i do baby,,

u make me dying here,,
and u never want to hear what i say,,
today it's getting hard to survive,,
it's damn painful; you know that!

i am sick of u,,
bt i can't ignore your beauty,,
u just too beautiful to be hate,,
and the worst thing is u don't wanna know,,

i am here baby,,
waiting for your calling,,
but may be my dream just too far,,
and it just give me damn pain,,

it's useless i know it,,
u just think i am your shit,,
and i am your shit baby,,
but trust me i am still here,,