Traumatic

I am standing out side of paranoid world
and nothing give me worth word,
then I get crushed by so many questions to stay
when I try to run away and keep it that way.

I get traumatic
my heart burned by loneliness of apathetic,
I have no answer for this pain inside
and I already tired to bide.

I want to run away from this situation
I cannot take it to my emotion
but then I get traumatic again
it grows with the shadow of the rain.

How it could be this painful today
nothing can change its way
but this trauma inside of my body
has been my answer of this blur rhapsody.

I want to keep it that way of my life against this madness
and then I breathe with my scary cursed, it's pointless
I am fatigue to face other reason, I get traumatic
nobody will be save here tonight, then I am panic.

I beg to raise the truth of feeling
but this position hold this lip dying,
and I am such a pathetic
when nothing can give answer of it, I get traumatic.

I scream to ask for help and no one come to me
I just realized how alone I can be
when I be here with this crowded people but no one hear
I can smell the trauma inside of me, it's too late to feel this fear.