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Days by days has been passed behind us
we hold our heart here against the crazy rush
this bond is strong enough to make us stand
sometimes words more painful than sword but we can understand.


I don't know where should I go when I'm alone
but thinking about moment we are together make loneliness gone
love, is more than word in our lips
but the link among our hearts in this amazing friendship.

I won't forget moment passed by
because your hand linked in my hands to face the sky
nothing will be bland when our friendship in here
maybe we can't be together forever but our love is near.

I'm holding your heart inside me
breaking the cold wind that sometimes make me lonely
but when I remember your smile this pain is disappear
because I believe in love and believe in you that nothing should be my fear.

Sometimes we put our heart in the line
and so many times our heart bleeding in silent but we'll be fine
because when the night sky cover this wonderful world
our friendship is more than enough to protect us without word.

There are many ways that waiting for us
we still hold each other in the epilogue of gush
no need to worry because no matter how far we separated tomorrow
our friendship will be here inside our heart and make us glow.

The day sometimes full of stress
and so many hours our mind being pressed
but there is always time to smile to each other
because no matter how difficult path we will take our love will together.



With Love,
Kadek

Kepuasan Tersendiri

Kita masih ada di sini bersama
cerita masih terus bergulir menguras tenaga
tapi ini jalan indah dari cita-cita
tentang suka duka bengkel matematika.

Sudah berapa chapter kita masuki?
Semua telah kita lalui dengan keteguhan hati
semua akan terus melekat di dalam memory
terikat indah bersama suka duka kita di sini.

Senyummu memberiku semangat untuk mengejar waktu
kadang keringat juga menetes di wajah yang sudah layu
namun semua hanyalah sekedar aral yang mudah terlupa
karena di sana ada kepuasan tersendiri yang dirasa jiwa.

Kepuasan itu ada di dalam dada
menggebu-gebu seperti panggilan jiwa akan cinta
biarlah semua itu berjalan penuh dengan keringat membara
dan kita akan selesaikan tiap deret kata dengan bahagia.

Sudah berapa bab kita lewati?
setiap kegiatan tentang indahnya mimpi-mimpi
kita bagi semua kepedihan dan kebahagiaan di sini
meski kadang tiada mampu kita bendung lelah ini.

Kadang jiwa ini begitu berapi-api
tapi mata dan tubuh ini begitu ingin jauh dari sini
sudah berapa cerita kita abadikan?
Semua selalu jadi bagian indah dari jalan kenangan.

Kita genggam karya itu di dalam dada
rasa kepuasan tersendiri itu akan terus memompa jiwa
kadang jujur kita begitu lelah dengan semua yang ada
tapi semua tergerus saat kita bangga melaluinya.

Sudah berapa kisah kita lalui di sini?
Tentang suka duka bengkel matematika ini
bukan hanya tentang kewajiban untuk menuntaskan diri
tapi kepuasan tersendiri yang kita rasakan dalam hati.

Inspirasi:
“bukan apa-apa, tapi tuh ada kepuasan tersendiri yang kita rasa”
“sudah berapa chapter ini?” *LOL~!*
- Amalia Annisa-

Tired of Waiting

I tired thinking of you all day long
I am so out of line now days and this is wrong
how this is can be so dark and vague
I never know I can be so lost without you.

I tired asking you to come back
I know sometimes I believe this is too late to act
but I feel stupid being so in love with you
then nothing I can do but waiting for you.

This is so crazy for me
I tired falling for you because this is folly
and I don’t give a damn, this heart melting
I had enough feel it, I’ll do nothing.

I’ve stop expecting you to come back now
I am tired waiting for what I didn’t know
this is will get better when I find myself back
it is not too hard to follow the fact.

I won’t begging for nothing
because today believe me, I am stop waiting
I will walk with big pure smile in my face again
the way is still far and there are a lot of thing that I can gain

I am tired waiting for you
I can’t stand fooling myself for love, that’s not true
I will walk to break this mind away
and even I will run if it necessary to cross this hard way.

The Ordinary

I want to run away from the ordinary
this is too much sin and so worry
I don't know what I must do to break it apart
but today it seems really hard.

I want to fly away from these insane days
looking for some place of peace to stay
I can't see anything since this world full of fool act
then when I look back it's hard to ignore the fact.

This is too ordinary
I am stuck in this insane life of this story
I don't want to stay in this place
I need my freedom space.

This is so plain
nothing can be taken except pain
I can't hold this breathe again
I want to break this ordinary mind.

I scream so loud
why this blur life doesn't want to blow up
I move my body to get high then I shout
I can't hold it, my rage keep burning out.

I am afraid it will hard to smile anymore after this
it is so sick to understand this foolish
this ordinary had bring me down
it is so pitiful to walk alone.

I want to run away from here and then fly
I don't want to full this painful part to the high
this fucking ordinary days are so sick
I turn my back again whatever people want to say, I will move my hip.

Nothing is Free

Give me liberty or give me coin
nothing is free today that's my point
don't you even dare to ask me what I'm doing
please just let it flows and I'm going.

I want to release the weight in my back
nothing should get this pain after I act
just give me what I want today
then I will let this disappear before you stay.

Give me fredom or give me some money
you better know that nothing is free, honey
and now we just need to wait a moment
but you have no worry about what will happened.

Maybe we can say, it is little bit insane
but it is better than become your bane
I can feel it's such a stupid thing but we both aren't thinking
and we aren't need to be affraid for what we are saying.

Give me what I want or let me be free
no one can live long if their pocket are empty
I am not asking you giving me your whole walth
because I can see you are not losing your health.

Don't be so stupid because nothing is really free today
although your heart is sincere, you still hoping for payback anyway
there is love in this heart, then you can see it when I get high
don't bother yourself about me, but you cannot run if you lie.

Give me independence or give me interest
nothing is cheap when you want me to do the best
I just need you to make a distance from me
you can see, I am not a robber so you don't need to worry.

Give me liberty or give me coin
nothing is free if you really want me to join
then if you can fulfill my unstoppable passion, I won't run
I will be bold for you, although there is no more sun.

Nothing is absolutely free today, baby
although the love is pure but you still need money
so you better let me be free become a person that I am
or you can shut my mouth with what I want to get my claim.

Step Down

I just realized something going wrong last night
then whole of my plan ruined and I am not alright
I cried silence to beat my sore of the truth
but I couldn't hold it anymore, then nothing I could do.

Yes, I will take the step forward today
release all the weight that hanged on my back then walk away
everything in their place, just like when I am nothing
I wouldn't regret for tears to be taken away by my cunning.

I won't say "I'm sorry"
no one should be blamed for this pain inside of me
I am not need explanation of this passion
you just watch my feet when I take a motion.

Yes everything won't be the same after this time
the line of my pain has been so vague and pass it is a crime
nothing could be a reason to be hurt lately
then this matter break my confidence deeply.

It was not funny anymore
yes, I try to make it comfortable like before,
the plan of life is only a memory
no answer for such a sick moment of my story.

I won't step down to take the blame
even though you put your power in my second name
it was ridiculous to know the truth on my life that way
it was so wrong when this heart dropped to the ground when you dare to say.

I won't stop doing the way I did last night
it was my pain who stabbed me to be lost without light
you didn't know what I felt when it happened
it was more than a painful time that I should take in a moment.

You were not there when I cried, were you?
then stop asking me to take the same place like you do
it isn't same at all even though it looked similar
you didn't know what I faced yesterday, stop judging me as a liar.

When I was sleep my tear kept coming out
but I closed my mouth to save the sound of my blood
you didn't know what I should face for the stupidity of my friend
they didn't understand me like you do when this feeling comes to its end.