Step Down

I just realized something going wrong last night
then whole of my plan ruined and I am not alright
I cried silence to beat my sore of the truth
but I couldn't hold it anymore, then nothing I could do.

Yes, I will take the step forward today
release all the weight that hanged on my back then walk away
everything in their place, just like when I am nothing
I wouldn't regret for tears to be taken away by my cunning.

I won't say "I'm sorry"
no one should be blamed for this pain inside of me
I am not need explanation of this passion
you just watch my feet when I take a motion.

Yes everything won't be the same after this time
the line of my pain has been so vague and pass it is a crime
nothing could be a reason to be hurt lately
then this matter break my confidence deeply.

It was not funny anymore
yes, I try to make it comfortable like before,
the plan of life is only a memory
no answer for such a sick moment of my story.

I won't step down to take the blame
even though you put your power in my second name
it was ridiculous to know the truth on my life that way
it was so wrong when this heart dropped to the ground when you dare to say.

I won't stop doing the way I did last night
it was my pain who stabbed me to be lost without light
you didn't know what I felt when it happened
it was more than a painful time that I should take in a moment.

You were not there when I cried, were you?
then stop asking me to take the same place like you do
it isn't same at all even though it looked similar
you didn't know what I faced yesterday, stop judging me as a liar.

When I was sleep my tear kept coming out
but I closed my mouth to save the sound of my blood
you didn't know what I should face for the stupidity of my friend
they didn't understand me like you do when this feeling comes to its end.